love between women is so powerful and that’s why you are afraid
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Slowly dying.
You knew how I felt and you didn’t even ask me if I was ok… you knew how screw up my mind is and.. you didn’t say a thing.
You knew he was being mean to me… but you never speak out loud.. you let him/her hurt me.
I thought… you loved me, I thought you’ll say something… but you didn’t . Why?
Am I not that important to you?
Am I always second/ last in your mind?
Because you’re the first topic in my mind.. the first person I think of when I have something to say.. but you decided to look away again and let me heal by myself, let me tell you a little secret: I never healed.
Every little thing that has ever cut me is still on my skin… still on my mind ready to haunt me at night when I’m about to sleep… is there ready to haunt me when I’m alone… when I’m singing, when I’m listening to music, when I pray, when I kiss someone goodbye… I think to myself :
Would anyone miss you?
Would anyone discover what happened to you?
Would they even care?
I know it’s a selfish way to think, but I think I’m already doing it.. and everyone notice it but no one is saying a thing.
When nobody celebrates you, learn to celebrate yourself. When nobody else compliments, then compliment yourself. It’s not up to other people to keep you encouraged. It’s up to you. Encouragement should come from the inside.